That feeling when you think back to yourself age 6, age 14, even age 17… and you can’t recognise who that girl is any more. You look back and memories are faded, times are lost, pieces of the jigsaw that make up your life don’t seem to fit together. You look back and it all feels so foreign, so trippy, so far away from anything you can pinpoint as your own.
I just can’t comprehend how I am the same me as the me who I was all those years ago. My brain just disconnects itself from so much of my past. It’s like I am a different person and many of my memories are not really my memories, but those of someone else.
Another girl. Another time. Another life.